He was going to slip around with other girls, he was going to lose his temper, he was going to hit me, he was not going to treat me like a wife and he was not going to take the responsibility of being a husband. But at that moment, I made a decision without a whole lot of thinking. There is nothing lacking in the love that God can give you. Why don't we just go ahead and see if this sex business will work out for us if we really like it." You end up skipping over the part where you are really good friends.I decided if I do not do this, I am going to lose him. I worked at a cocktail lounge at night, which was awful. Do not ever believe that you can live without love because you cannot. This seems to be the popular thing to do these days. This was what was missing in my relationship with Joe. He really did not respect me and I did not really respect him. Another mistake was getting involved sexually when I had no business doing it. I was not old enough or mature enough to face the consequences of a sexual relationship.I do not believe that there is any such thing as love first sight but at that time I was a romantic teenager and when I saw him for the first time, I thought he was just super. A month went by before he called and asked me for another date. He played on this and from that time on things were pretty heavy.
Joe and I were having problems in our dating relationship. I tried to stop it, but he just would not accept it. I lived in constant fear he was going to go out and find someone else and he did exactly that.You can truly mess up your emotions by getting involved when you are not ready. An infatuation is the state of being completely carried away by an attraction to someone.It is something that should he held sacred for marriage. The dictionary calls it "being blindly in love." In other words, you are so carried away by this that you don't know what you are doing.I was a very vulnerable girl because I wanted someone to love me. The problem was finding the right person to love and have them appreciate and enjoy my love.When I got into college, I had no intentions of getting married or falling in love. I am going to experience a lot and I am not going to get myself tied down to any one person or any one thing. It's just going to be good wholesome relationships fun and finding out what being in college is all about." I was doing well until I met Joe. On our first date, we talked a lot and tried hard to impress each other.